Gallons of regrets

Today..all the usratulbaidha's member except me have started their school term..and now was having their orientation..while me just looking at them like fool..they have assured their way to success while im still looking a way to the top after i have rejected the first way i've found which eventualy is my chance to get other chance..now i regret for shooting without considering all the possibility result..i just hope and pray to god that if i just have one more chance in any way i will just accept it straight away..aamiiin